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danko_kaji ([personal profile] danko_kaji) wrote2016-08-17 10:29 am

yes, I'm alive, but it sure as hell doesn't feel like it

 So, it's been a while since I did this kind of thing, not since Livejournal anyway.

Blogging, journal writing, I'm no good at that. But lately I've been feeling so frustrated at myself, I realize I don't have a good, solid outlet for it. Even my own writing, I'm disappointed at myself, like I'm not at the pace I want to be; I'm always stuck in my head, overthinking things and imagining that it's getting in the way of me being in the moment.

I suck at commitment, I really do. I always start something (be it a game, a book, a project), and I drop the ball.

Coming here to write out my stress and daily life is a start, and here's to hoping it'll stick.